This is the first and probably last kinda personal post that i made this year , see the picture i may look so happy there but you guys should know everyone can fake a smile right ?
i don't know life lately is kinda depressing , already end of the year but life is still just okay , mean while at this age i want life is great and amazing .
Sometimes looking of some of my friends they look so happy and enjoy life so much ' , i'm like think is it true ? or they mostly just like me holding the pain inside .
i know reading this post , some of you think ? omg ichal stop being ungrateful bitch just do and live your life ? ( believe me i know that ) just back to the tittle , i really think im at this phase of life called " quarter life crisis " being 25 like you want everything settle & balance .
i hope is normal being in this situation and i can feeling and everything ,one by one getting better so soon..
on december this year i decide to quit my job after 4 years i think is enough for me and for some intern and also personal reason is really better way for me to go out there and find something good .
about the job things i try so many times this past 3 years but i keep failed or sometimes the job is not match for me is just not my luck i knew , let just wish 2017 could be my year and is going to be my luck ...
all i can think of while writing this is "some people was born to be rich and some of not " ," people really are different " thank you so much for taking time read this stupid and kinda non sense blog of mine , i wish you guys a great life
in the end please know i still grateful had a family and surrounded by some of good friends who loved and knew me , and nothings wrong for wish a better life :)
